Time for some, what's the color.

WHITE NAILS WHITE NAILS hahahah just for you (; lol don't hate me.
someday, maybe you'll get it. heeeeheeeheee.


HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY MATTHEW (:
I didn't forget, honest.



I watched a great movie, just now, when I should have been studying. Which is pretty much the story of life, but anyways... It made me laugh, and it made me cry, and now I feel happy (:

DOWNERS
Begopah.
I messed up the pinky.
Having to watch this secretly haha.
My latest addiction!
Lame kidbrother wants me to play chess and I'm behind.
Confusion about this new way of living together..


BUTT: I LOVE THIS MOMENT BECOZZ
I can eat real food tomorrow haha.
I like staring at my fingernails in the mirror.
These amazing headphones!
This wonderful world of Kpop, i don't care so shut up.
Derek pushing notes through the crack in my door.
Being able to laugh with them again.

All in all, I'd say the pros outweigh the cons.
SO, why can't I get my butt to work!? HMM?



SPECIAL: Maybe you just have to earn it back, being afraid won't do anything, yea? you tard.

I keep moving you to the top of my buddy list, haha.









she dances.

It's kind of late (?)

Nobody could know,
I hate that you recognized even just a little.












Currently listening to: Only You / 김종욱
don't care so shut up.





It's so strange that I keep thinking in korean first. What's wrong with me? It makes me feel lonelier. Heh.

Why is it so hard to just say it, and just let it all loose, good bye forever.
It's as if I'm back at square 1,
or it's the time and I'm just yeminhae. again, don't care so shut up.



This entry has emo undertones, whatevs.
1:09 am.
this is me.

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she jumps from floe to floe, flying
over broken glass; slow then fast then slow,
like puzzle pieces
drifting.

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When the lights are dimmed
and smoke fills the room,
When the droning gets louder and louder until
you dissappear,
how long?

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when hope lies hidden, nobody cares.





goodbye.