It is 8:45 p.m. on a monday off, and I should be spending this time wisely by catching up on some organic chemistry notes, but you know me! heh. crap.
Anyways, thought I would start blogging here again. Life is getting busier and busier but I feel like I'm doing less and less, if you can catch my drift. I miss home, I miss being able to sit on the swings at night and driving around to clear my mind. I need to find some kind of release here!
I used to make lists. I haven't done that in a while, but let's see if lists still work as I try to organize the wandering thoughts in my head.
At this moment I wish
chem would go kill itself!
I could take it back
I didn't want to take it back
I could go home in a flying motorcycle with you
for big fat juicy strawberries to appear before my eyes!
itunes knew exactly what I want to hear
that you were here.
I want to run outside in the rain and feel the drops on my skin and tell the world that I don't belong in it.
in the way i
can, there lies, and eyes will
try to see, but nothing happens in the dark--
or so they say?
or so they say.
I miss you. I want it all, right now.
