I missed you, blogspot.

Hello blogspot, how are you?

Occasionally, I discover something in my brain while I lay in bed trying to fall asleep. I wish I wrote it all down, becuase I can't remember anything.

Facebook is the devil, and so I will do my own 25 (though the phase has passed) right here on blogspot. I don't care so shut up.

1. If you talk to me, I've probably lied to you numerous times.
2. Sometimes I feel like a puzzle piece of parts from all different people, and I wonder what part is really me. I bet there's a peice of you in me.
3. I wonder if that's good or bad..
4. Sometimes, if i just keep nodding or saying "mhm," I'm spacing out or judging you in my head.
5. By judging, I just mean I'm catagorizing you and what you're saying and thinking that I'm better (I'm not).
6. I can't help it.
7. I've always wanted to paint the pictures in my brain, but I don't have the patience or the training.
8. When I wake up, I see yellow under my eyelids.
9. I like to press my hands really hard on my eyelids while my eyes are closed, because I can see patterns and colors.
10. I'm just afraid, usually.
11. Sometimes, I just wanna be like everybody else.
12. Usually, I like being me and doing things my own way.
13. These cracker-peanut things are really good.
14. I really really hate that I can't find my finkl and djdoc cd's right now.
15. I think life would have been easier if I was a boy.
16. A lot of times, I pretend to agree with you, even if I don't.
17. And then I blog about it and think about you.
18. I think I'm specialer (i know its not a word) than I am.
19. I just erased the real number 19.
20. my nail color right now is cha cha cherry 8053.
21. I know it would be easier if I give in and did what people usually do.
22. I'm afraid people think I'm stuck up or naive, or that I think they're bad becuase they do things different, or that I'm just a prude and wouldn't understand.
23. Sometimes, I really hate it.
24. I really think I should be a kpopstar. HAHA.
25. If I could paint my walls, I would paint them black.

i should go.